~Te Amo~

te amo, sang by eric lim...tis song is created by eric lim himself.
i like the lyrics and i would like to present tis song to the one i like...
here is the eric's blog..enjoy the song =)

http://wanita.net/ipeople/eric_lim/blog/

so pain...

reli hate myself...why this problem keep on happening..
so hate
hate hate hate
:'(

home

want to go home...is time go back to real home..go back to the place that my Heaven Father have been prepare long time for me..but afraid ,,,,afraid this is not God's will...i still need the voice of Lord to guide me what should i do..

hoohohohoh~

i still have 5 days to go on..

what happened??

today is the 4th day,he din care me... today ever he din relpy my message and miss call... what happened?? he met some problem? is  it because of me? my heart....sob sob sob

feel like both of us really need our own space...for him...may be for me too..

me is nothing, nothing is mine

im tired with this kind feeling...why everytime when people forget about me i will feel sad? why i must care so much, why i keep on filled with desire to get noticed by people that closed to me? im not anything, but nothng to them actually..i'm tired..

Be GrateFuL

today, god hv let me witness how lucky i am..most of the people want to get a better thing, better and better until forgot to appreciate what them have now.. i know what i am saying now is a very "old kind of thing"
i saw a handicapped children, follow her parents go 2 shopping. every action and movement make me feel very bad. actually this is not the first time i saw them
few days ago, i was in bad mood..i dunno why suddenly have this kind of feeling..i felt sad..wan to cry..until feel like want 2 hide myself from crowd. im start confuse with everyone...it seems like all the people i knw have double-faced..once they said like that, but just a moment change to another people...
i start to be afraid wif everyone....i cant know who is sincere to me...when i saw the crowd, i am scared and feel wan to cry..
but today, this incident let me feel that those handicapped people still can be so strong but why i so easily fall down by a little failure...at that moment, my eyes start water, not because of feel pity..but because of my childish, unreasonable thinking on this few days, those people stronger than me, and i start getting weak and weak...i never try to think in positive way
life still going on..and it still will be shining

cute angel for you

Pride will be our downfall

arrogance,such a small little words can destroy the relationship between human and human, human and himself and the most important relationship is with God.
a person like to pretend her/himself to be perfect, thought they wont have any weakness. but they do not know that the strongest enemy hidding behind..attack them slowly like the cancer cell is arrogance.
many people dunno how to be humble to others or themselves...thought everything they do is right..is the best and dun wan to listen to others opinion..it doesnt mean i am a humble people. i am still learning..
but, when everyone start to avoid u, dun like to talk so much with u..u have to think what happened..are u acting and think in right..and most important thing is willing to listen to people advices..dun wan listen to others, just want people to accept what u say and u think, u think everyone will be happy with u mer?
dun everytime acting like everything is taken for granted..ok??
when people just make a correction with what have u said, please open ur eyes and ears to listen carefully..if the words not nice to listen juz ignore it, so simple..why must make the situation become so uncomfortable?
be simple and humble la..
think of urself la...do you do any right thing?u thought everything u done is right? if is like that, why no people wiling to get closer with u? now the people willing to care u because they love u, treat u as a friend..it is quite hurt if i use " PITY ON YOU" such words to describe ur condition.
control ur temper la..dun think everyone is stupid, dunno nothing, know what u think, dun speak so loud but no action..only know how to blame on everyone when the mistakes appear.
be humble friend!!!
be treasure with everything u have now..it is so silly compare with others.
everyone is different.
There is no man but has his faults..the more u wan to hide ur weakness, it is more clearer will be seen.
be humble and learn the goodness from everyone.
dun let the pride arrow shoot on u..frome behind.
if not, someday when u fall, it is no use u regret.ur life wont turn back and restart again.
think of it..

A simple song for everyone

 

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Pink Pink Pink

today, before going for the steamboat..well..hehe...that's human natural occupation..eating!! haha!..ok,hmm...suddenly i found that many of my stuff are in pink colour..my alarm clock..my cutter..2 or 3 shirt..my cup..bottle..my paper clips..my blog also..haha..too many..it doesnt mean i like pink colour very much..juz..it is too coincident!.hehe..anyway, i still very comfortable in this way..however, i hope my heart also in pink colour which stand for kind- hearted.

famine?? ha!

famine, this activity juz pass nt long ago,,this function organize hugely for purpose to help the poor children..from the lyrics of the theme song, we are make better day...well, in my opinion, it is a bit great irony is that the children abuse and murdering little life it doesnt make malaysia better. why some organization juz focus on the starving problem in the problem in world? it doesnt mean i din care about the starving problem in the world but when we start review the fenomena happened in malaysia, what scenario are most cronic? it is all about the life of the children also..
for a clear example, the recent hot case, little Nurin had been murder cruelly..
spreading love to everywhere...but how about in malaysia? there are still have a lot of people still nt aware..juz because of the glamourious they join the famine..well, for certain people. but what should we do about other cases?? these cases still need to prevent!!
for those NGO, if you ppl really have the will to help the children, please....juz start in our own country is  a good try already..
these children have been abuse also need more love and hope for them to build up them own spiritual life..dun ever juz focus on 1 things only..
next time organize famine to help the poor children ar...the abused children or the abandoned children lar...
spend more but gain less...what a joke!

Astrology??

i like to watch and read the astrology from the tv show or magazine..mayb it is true that everyone birth in different place in the direction of the star..(according to what have i understand).
my horoscope is Capricorn...cute goat..haha..anyway, i juz believe that the personality that have mention in the horoscope bocz mayb is true?..everyone have their own personality, if based on the information given by the astrologers..it nt only involved only 1 horoscope but related to many many stars.
by the way, i dun believe the forecast result shown by the horoscope. last time, i m very curious about the astrology until i m willing to give myself a chance to believe the forecast results. everyday searching for the lastest info frm the astrology website..but thanks Lord, haha, the forecast result never accurate but for the personality part, it is quite true, but i just treat it as a reference because i still believe in God. and i dun wan to lose faith on Lord. few days ago, a friend had introduce me a few website to read about the astrology, it is very true that the Satan will take this chance to attack you and let you lost your faith on God.
when we start to accept Jesus Christ as our Savior, our life wouldnt be so easy anymore..He will give us more and more tasks to complete in order to let our to find the peace and joy and another thing, to let our spiritual to grow up..
however people always ask for more and more but dun wan to take the challenge from god.
at this momet, Satan will take advantage on it to attack us..it gives us happiness without work hard for a short moment..dun wan our relationship between God become closer by using many influences to stop us speak and pray to God.
i also go through these situations before but thanks Lord, He never give me up.
only Him can give us freedom and joyful.
only Him know what suitable for us.
i still wan the closer relationship with Heavenly Father and i ready to take His tasks that have prepared for me.

~*To My Dear Angels*~

Angel...a very sacred creature..
Mummy June told me that everyone have two guardian angels beside us and accompany us all the time.
waahhh....
im wondering, what will be my two guardian angels look like? will they feel very tired for looking after such blur person as me?
hehe...anyway..i still feel very thankful and grateful to my Heavenly Father for accepting as His children and watching over me all the time.
although sometime i still doubt about His forgiveness to me, but through Moses, He told me that He already forgive me and now im juz like the whiteboard without any dirty mark..but i still wan Lord to draw a rainbow in my life..
dear angels, thank you for watching me all the time..so that i wouldnt get lost in the way to meet our Heavenly Father..
thank you for all time remind and warn me for what ever i do and speak..
really cant express how grateful it is..thanks a lot!!
=)

~Love~

everyone love themselves more than loves other people...
because of love themselves, they start to build up the relationship with each other becoz dun wan to be alone.
however, when there are serious conflicts occured between two person or more than that, people start to search for God ask for help. they pray and bargain with God, said if u help me to settle my problems and make my life easy, im willing to love You.
becoz God loves us, He heard the praying and we start to love God becoz we love ourselves.
when we have experience the love of God, we start to build up the closer relationship with Him.
becoz of this, people start to love God becoz they love God.
becoz we love God, we love ourselves and other people.

Affectionate Voice~~JamTeng

Jam Teng, the latest popular singer in Taiwan...his voice reli so powerful o!!!!!!!!
he only 20 years old, a shy guy..soft speaking but when he start 2 sing,
wahh...his voice reli make my heart melt..
haha...too over the description.
anyway, he reli got the singing talent..besides that he can also play the instruments very well and all the music he learnt by himself.
reli cool o..
mostly he sing sentimental song like the songs sang by Gary..superwoman..bei pang,,and so on
recently he have sing together with a-mei..the song call yi yan shun jian..also not bad the feel
hehe...reli like Jam very much~~

this subject is killing me~!!

PROBABILITY THEORY!!
so difficult to deriavate the theorem!! really dunno study this subject for what..
i only know the basic deriavation and intergration.how to relate another unfamiliar things into these term and deriavate it? in fact no idea to knw what are those unfamiliat things..
haiz.....my life...
Lord ahh......give me much much intelligent and talent in this field laa......

Dreamwonderland

Im starting my dreamwonderland journey again~
going to visit my prince again and have a nice chit chat with him. wakaka~ hectic life still need a rest...
Dreamwonderland.....my favourite place to go.
hehe..:P

subconscious

where is my subconscious? is it my subconscious just want to be the best?or for my own good? A minor error, such as a slip of the tongue, thought to reveal a subconscious motive. how to slove these problem? really unexplained..why people always so easily influence by something? so big the impact? can the time reverse? really cannot? i already confuse with my own subconscious....it is my subconscious bad or good?

Would it be a brand new day?

after taking long journey on my dreaming..
it is not a sweet dream actually,
but i feel like i dun wan go back to this reality world. i still praise to Lord...
pray for everything i need. 
Today still will be the challenging day for me. 
well, what i need still are the same, the strength, intelligent, 
and wisdom from God. 
Although the flu start come to accompany me today, 
hopefully i still can manage to get through, handle the problems i meet. 
"As sorrowful, yet alway rejoicing; as poor, yet making many rich; as having nothing, and yet possessing all things." (2 Corinthians 6:10)

Wondering....

i am wondering why i want to write a blog..want to release my feeling? for fun? why i dun have anything to write about? why i put adelomorphic as my title?In fact, i am a quiet person...can say i really can become an adelomorphic Charlotte. haha, i do not know how to express my feeling..
sometime i am wondering is that problem of my communication skills?
As God said, everyone is created differently.
yup...He is right. He is giving many tasks for me to get 

through it and yet i dunno how is my result. haha, funny right?
 well...it doesnt method wat... i think. as long as i am happy always. 
Just like the princesses in the fairy tales, everyone live happily forever and after.  i feel that that's not much entertainment in my 20's years except study. hmm....mayb i had before, but not much can recall about it..or them..mayb it is because of my campus life already controlled by my result..well..very poor actually..struggle for so hard still cant hit my target, in fact eveyone can get it so easily. it only will show me how terrible...how stupid i am..i getting poorer and poorer i my study..i already try my best but why??

Long time i am looking for my other one. The boy i like,he doesnt like me.hmm...also dun have guys go after me..why?
why we only have 24 hours per day? why cannot have 25 hours? why God want to create his world in this way?because He has his own will..
haha, no answer for my questions because answer is in God hands. He told me He is my Lord.LORD hath prepared his throne in the heavens; and his kingdom ruleth over all.  and i responed, what ever happened, i wont complain again, and be faith. 
As Jesus told me, i can do all things through Christ which strengtheneth me. tat's right! nothing need to worry about.

=)