hoohohohoh~

i still have 5 days to go on..

what happened??

today is the 4th day,he din care me... today ever he din relpy my message and miss call... what happened?? he met some problem? is  it because of me? my heart....sob sob sob

feel like both of us really need our own space...for him...may be for me too..

me is nothing, nothing is mine

im tired with this kind feeling...why everytime when people forget about me i will feel sad? why i must care so much, why i keep on filled with desire to get noticed by people that closed to me? im not anything, but nothng to them actually..i'm tired..

Be GrateFuL

today, god hv let me witness how lucky i am..most of the people want to get a better thing, better and better until forgot to appreciate what them have now.. i know what i am saying now is a very "old kind of thing"
i saw a handicapped children, follow her parents go 2 shopping. every action and movement make me feel very bad. actually this is not the first time i saw them
few days ago, i was in bad mood..i dunno why suddenly have this kind of feeling..i felt sad..wan to cry..until feel like want 2 hide myself from crowd. im start confuse with everyone...it seems like all the people i knw have double-faced..once they said like that, but just a moment change to another people...
i start to be afraid wif everyone....i cant know who is sincere to me...when i saw the crowd, i am scared and feel wan to cry..
but today, this incident let me feel that those handicapped people still can be so strong but why i so easily fall down by a little failure...at that moment, my eyes start water, not because of feel pity..but because of my childish, unreasonable thinking on this few days, those people stronger than me, and i start getting weak and weak...i never try to think in positive way
life still going on..and it still will be shining

cute angel for you

Pride will be our downfall

arrogance,such a small little words can destroy the relationship between human and human, human and himself and the most important relationship is with God.
a person like to pretend her/himself to be perfect, thought they wont have any weakness. but they do not know that the strongest enemy hidding behind..attack them slowly like the cancer cell is arrogance.
many people dunno how to be humble to others or themselves...thought everything they do is right..is the best and dun wan to listen to others opinion..it doesnt mean i am a humble people. i am still learning..
but, when everyone start to avoid u, dun like to talk so much with u..u have to think what happened..are u acting and think in right..and most important thing is willing to listen to people advices..dun wan listen to others, just want people to accept what u say and u think, u think everyone will be happy with u mer?
dun everytime acting like everything is taken for granted..ok??
when people just make a correction with what have u said, please open ur eyes and ears to listen carefully..if the words not nice to listen juz ignore it, so simple..why must make the situation become so uncomfortable?
be simple and humble la..
think of urself la...do you do any right thing?u thought everything u done is right? if is like that, why no people wiling to get closer with u? now the people willing to care u because they love u, treat u as a friend..it is quite hurt if i use " PITY ON YOU" such words to describe ur condition.
control ur temper la..dun think everyone is stupid, dunno nothing, know what u think, dun speak so loud but no action..only know how to blame on everyone when the mistakes appear.
be humble friend!!!
be treasure with everything u have now..it is so silly compare with others.
everyone is different.
There is no man but has his faults..the more u wan to hide ur weakness, it is more clearer will be seen.
be humble and learn the goodness from everyone.
dun let the pride arrow shoot on u..frome behind.
if not, someday when u fall, it is no use u regret.ur life wont turn back and restart again.
think of it..